Angry, Upset, Frustrated and Losing it!!

Filed Under (Journal) by Casey on 24-07-2009

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So much negativity these past few days…

I am angry because I feel very confine and am continuing my struggle to find the best forex ea. Which I am beginning to feel that there isn’t any…

I am bloody upset because all my ideas does not seem to yield any good results. I am frustrated because by following my idea to reverse scalping EA, I am literally rewriting a new EA…I debug, rewrite, reprogram, redo, backtests, fu(k… never knew that programing is that tedious. Writing is simple, it is the debuging which is the one that mess this whole $hit up…

Well, one thing good that come out from this is that I manage to start learning MQ4…

And to put ICING on the cake… I am losing all my profits since early this year!! It took so long to build but it takes a few stop loss to fu(k it all up…. This is really shitty!!

What the fu(k is backtesting if backtesting past results does not translate to future results… or even claim to be 60% accurate…  This is the question that really bugs me… What the fu(k do we test results since 1999 of it fu(ks up on current and future trades…

I believe MT4 backtesting engine is very flawed… On one hand you have people trusting backtesting results on the other you have another group saying ‘fu(k backtesting’ the programmer work on the program to ensure that the program can fit the equity curve… It is base on current results… not future results…

fuckedupScrew this backtesting $hit!!

FU(K!! FU(K!! FU(K!! FU(K!!

I am pissed off… I feel like giving up forex all together… As soon as I get something settled, new BS EA like Forex Humanoid and IVYBot starts to come out… Each proclaiming to make big money!! This is again more plain BS…

Fu(k this $hit @rse marketing!! Bet you hundred % that they are not trading live… Bet you that they are paid actor… to act like that are really trading…. With so many BS on the internet… how the hell can anyone believe this shit?!

Show me your fu(king live results… not fu(king demo live results… your fu(king live money results… Put your money where you so call fu(king mouth is!!

Another fu(king $hit to share!! I have already gotten 5 feedback that FAPTurbo Evolution is so screwed up… backtesting wise and demo wise… While that needs to be verified… It’s still bad feedback of penpals whom I begin to call friends… What turn out to be great promise ended up really bad…it seems that is the case from my penpals.

Ok… they were only trading on demo… I still need to find out results from FPA and Donnaforex and also from Zeno… Hmmm…. notice that all their statment ended on the 11 July 2009 after FAPTurbo Evo was sold out…

Why no update? Why do you not display your results as of today?? Sorry Donna and sorry Zeno… I guess I should have written to you with all these questions before I crudely mess you up… I patiently scour their forums to find some truth in all this… hoping to find some glimer of light that what I am doing makes sense… which is looking for the best forex EA

Search their forums and you will not find any clear or distingtive results from Evolution… Please prove to me that I am wrong here….

If there any truth behind evolution?? I am going to let you all in on a secret… FAPTurbo Evolution offers 60% commission to affiliate!!! 60 bloody %!!

If I knew it earlier… I would have put it up for you guys to test it out!! I can easily rebate you all the whole 60 bloody %… While means affilate marketers are earning a cool $359.40 out of the fu(king $599 retail price!

Well, at least this woman is pleasant to look at...

Well, at least this women is pleasant to look at...

Is that fu(ked up or what?!?!

FU(K!! FU(K!! FU(K!! FU(K!!

Sighh…. I think I will need to take a break. A break from all this negativity… I will stop all my trading come end of this week and then start consolidating my ideas and approach…

Who knows… I may give this up… who knows…

The only solace I can find is from one of my penpal… ‘Hope that all these hard work will pay off’… Yes… I can only hope… Thank John…

As of today… unfinished business that I have is that I have one interview lined up… 3 broker wanted me to work with them and another EA developer wants me to test out his EA…

Yes… I have delayed these activities simply because my primary objective is profiting from my forex trading… not from my blogging site… That comes secondary…

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